All the memories you left are the best ones I've got but the worst to remember. Every moment flashes clearly in my mind like it was just yesterday. It's so close that I can almost touch it, feel it... I'm still here stranded, a part of me got over, but the best is still trapped in this oblivious illusion created by your memories. I killed it many times. In the process I killed me. And as I revive myself from a near death experience, your memories, rooted in me, lives again. I want to forget... But if I do, I will have nothing left. They're the only ones I've got.

what's this? lost your reason for living? hah... crap!!! kalokohan as you put it...

you live for yourself not others... do not enslave yourself to your past, there's nothing you could do... look ahead, walk forward... chin up... live life in style... sya dapat manghinayang hindi ikaw, sila ang nawalan hindi ikaw...

MOVE ON!!! shot tau pre...

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Don't worry. I definitely moved on. I just picked this up somewhere inside me and magnified it. hehehehe. That's why it's kalokohan. I don't know why this stuff is there, or where it came from. Shot tayo? Sure! I'd love to!