Desperate

I reached for the grave
Knowing there is none
I felt the chill
The imaginary one

No, not today
I’m rushing can’t you see
Being aware of things
Is not my responsibility

I tried death
Though it wouldn’t come
I waited still
And I felt numb

I’ll be on my way
When the moment comes
I’m desperate, it’s true
Can’t deny I’m dumb

today may not be ur lucky day but hope i do hope tomorrow will be ur best day O0

what if tomorrow never comes?..... beer!!!! :drunk:

Pushing deeper, pushing hard,
doesn't matter that you'll leave a scar.
Feeling sad, feeling lonely,
You and the knife only.
Wanting only to escape hurt,
the first thing you do is roll up your shirt.
No one will see it, you tell yourself,
I only want to hurt myself.
Pain and blood run together,
wanting you in this state forever.
Pleasure starting to fill in pain,
still sitting there, yourself you slain.
Drip is the only sound you hear, forgetting your moan.
In your room, all alone.
Where are they, where's the help?
They would just ignore my yelp.
Losing conciousness and life
I did this with a knife.

can a lion do that?hmmmm

well then. live this day as if its ur last...ejejjejejeje

ur right..trying to live a day to its fullest not just survive.. 

even the king of the wild can be desperate after all...
hmmm.. tired of your reign?